It hits me pretty hard when I log on.
The notifications are my affirmations.
The friend requests are rare gems.
It hits me pretty hard that I am alone.
I am a beggar but I am a picky one. I know this makes me a hypocrite and possibly the reason why I am so alone, but I do not like acquaintances. I do not like temporary relationships.
I yearn for something meaningful. I would rather have one true friend than a million temporary ones.
Maybe I am too angry. Or too intense. Or too...me. Perhaps I am too quiet and the people I am attracted to are too loud. Loud people tend to avoid quiet ones. This is unfortunate for me.
I love your stories.
I love your animated language.
I love your hand gestures and your silly facial expressions.
I love your confidence. You exude happiness. You radiate joy. You are so loved.
Do not be temporary. Stay in my life. Please?
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